So life has become normal again for everybody. My family enjoys their new found power and calls it improved life quality. The Vogons in the departments enjoy it to insult good people and to drive them into senselessness and call it nature protection. I certainly don't enjoy writing boring database software on ugly PC's just to survive and call it miserable. People don't want rare species. They only want robots for their dirty work. Why stop when I am just hating it?

Sometimes I just sit there and think what my good intentions have brought me for a reward: empty pockets, a broken finger, a realistic view of humans and the deepest depressions in my life...

I have already given the most valuable of my plants away. What is left from my motivation have I put into this stack. It is itself a seed. Perhaps it can germinate in the hearts of many plant friends in the whole world and bring the fruits of love and determination into their minds. I wish you luck, motivation, success and NO people around you who say "Have a sense of proportions...", thirty-eight times on a single day...

"I have never made a secret of the fact that I have never been happy in my century. I have a feeling of awe when I delightfully watch a plant or an animal. Therefore everything that endangers their survival and their variety makes me sad."

Claude-Levi-Strauss, Ethnologist and member of the Academie francaise